58.

Ups and downs recently.
I dont understand me
They dont understand me
and I still. Not so understand you.

Haha.
But never mind.
I dont intend to change anything
I'll just stay this way
and you just stay your way
Do not crossover.

I cut off all channels regarding you and I do regret, but well, it cannot be undo, and that's what I hope for, 
You can be free, and I can be free,
from those sweet dreams and nightmares you'd given to me, and I'd given to you perhaps...

I don't say what passed is past.
Because it's still a scar that yet to recover
Because of you, and because of myself.
I feel sorry always, to you and to others around me
I'm trying hard not to disclose myself, but I'm sorry that I'm still that weak
But i will try again, and I must try again, for you and for myself, myself.

The answer that you had given me, I got it. And I'll never make you answer me anymore..

because its hurting my heart and my pride.

[Everything happens for some reasons perhaps.
Hope that we understand those reasons God had wanted us to know, wanted you to know.]

Goodnight.