Wednesday, March 5, 2014

58.

Ups and downs recently.
I dont understand me
They dont understand me
and I still. Not so understand you.
Haha.
But never mind.
I dont intend to change anything
I'll just stay this way
and you just stay your way
Do not crossover.

I cut off all channels regarding you and I do regret, but well, it cannot be undo, and that's what I hope for, 
You can be free, and I can be free,
from those sweet dreams and nightmares you'd given to me, and I'd given to you perhaps...

I don't say what passed is past.
Because it's still a scar that yet to recover
Because of you, and because of myself.
I feel sorry always, to you and to others around me
I'm trying hard not to disclose myself, but I'm sorry that I'm still that weak
But i will try again, and I must try again, for you and for myself, myself.

The answer that you had given me, I got it. And I'll never make you answer me anymore..
because its hurting my heart and my pride.

[Everything happens for some reasons perhaps.
Hope that we understand those reasons God had wanted us to know, wanted you to know.]

Goodnight.

Monday, March 3, 2014

【事过境迁】

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Bewell

It's 6.00am
Wow
I'm still alive
From the hell.

I'm tired :(

Thursday, February 27, 2014

52

2/27
It's been days I don't show myself 
But no worries. I'm just lazy to show anything 
I'm just fine when I'm always occupied. 
That's my life now. Is fine. I'm used to it
Is fine. Life goes on. 
Yes, it's fine ...

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Still.

【If I could turn back the times, I'll just make them more wonderful, not letting you go. If】

Saturday, February 22, 2014

#D-47

我其实好奇到死
可是什么也看不到
活该自己把你删掉
只是 还是觉得
我这样做是对大家都好
让你自由一点
也让我清醒一点
我能为自己做的 为你做的也只有这些

可是……真的……好闷.闲.烦.乱.累.……
好…好奇 :(

“我这样真的对了吗?”