“偷偷的关心”

“偷偷的在意”

“偷偷的回忆”

“偷偷的演戏”

“偷偷的注意”

还有，静静的发呆

有时太累了 

不想面对现实 

就这些 能让着我吧…

悄悄的 让我乱想吧…

我今天，真的很累。

63.

3 months gone.

3 more months left.

Just let it be. 

I'll just let my heart go crazy

In this last 3 months to be.

*Hi , hello, and bye :)

58.

Ups and downs recently.
I dont understand me
They dont understand me
and I still. Not so understand you.

Haha.
But never mind.
I dont intend to change anything
I'll just stay this way
and you just stay your way
Do not crossover.

I cut off all channels regarding you and I do regret, but well, it cannot be undo, and that's what I hope for, 
You can be free, and I can be free,
from those sweet dreams and nightmares you'd given to me, and I'd given to you perhaps...

I don't say what passed is past.
Because it's still a scar that yet to recover
Because of you, and because of myself.
I feel sorry always, to you and to others around me
I'm trying hard not to disclose myself, but I'm sorry that I'm still that weak
But i will try again, and I must try again, for you and for myself, myself.

The answer that you had given me, I got it. And I'll never make you answer me anymore..

because its hurting my heart and my pride.

[Everything happens for some reasons perhaps.
Hope that we understand those reasons God had wanted us to know, wanted you to know.]

Goodnight.

【事过境迁】

Bewell

It's 6.00am

Wow

I'm still alive

From the hell.

I'm tired :(

52

2/27

It's been days I don't show myself 

But no worries. I'm just lazy to show anything 

I'm just fine when I'm always occupied. 

That's my life now. Is fine. I'm used to it

Is fine. Life goes on. 

Yes, it's fine ...